The gun shot rang loud in my ears.
It was a sound I hoped to never hear.
I watched as his body crumbled to the ground,
eyes closed, mouth open, he uttered not a sound.
I stared at the gun in my hand,
not believing I had dared to make a stand.
One by one he brought girls down,
spreading how they got around.
I had plans, dreams the world was mine.
Now I was stopped on a dime.
My future no longer held a cap and gown,
but a prison guard, striped-suit, and a frown.
I was to a be a doctor or a vet,
this is not what i wanted, but what I get.
TThe glint of the gun looked like a gem,
it lay on the floor next to my pants hem.
One bullet thats all it takes
faster then a cake can bake.
Why can't I do this, just pull,?
But it's something for a fool.
Just pysch myself out, that is
just pull and sink into bliss.
1 . . . 2 . . . 3 . . .
Is that heaven i see?
No its someone, a police.
Shit! All that work for what?
I was suppposed to be the best
now all I want to do is rest.
Sink into the padded black,
and hopefully never come back.
Dear God tell mama thati love her,
and Ill love her forever.